Days are never the same

Weeks after the two appointments I was in a very dark and confusing space. Nothing had prepared me for all this. The void I felt within I doubt even today that anyone around me understood it. I kept going through my baby Pinterest board which I had created when I first found out we were pregnant a year ago. The board showing the nursery space I wanted to create for my little one.

The room which would have fresh paint and beautiful furniture. The room was planned to be filled with books, toys and big & small photo frames. The room was planned to have a playful wallpaper which would grow with various milestones of our little one. I already had an idea of what kind of furniture and accessories would work in that space………mint rocking chair, vintage cot, ottomans…

Some days were simply just harder than the others ………..this day it hit the hardest😔😭🥴